The first part of Saturn’s transit of my 12th house was at the end of Saturn in Libra. This transit gives you the opportunity to deepen your wisdom and to mature as a human being. One does take oneself more seriously. I was told by Indian astrologer that it was karmic disease and Saturn a karmic planet. A year later, as Saturn first crossed into her 1st house this spring, she was just finding a new rhythm in life when, for the third time in three years, a routine exam revealed a tumor…not altogether surprising that this time it’s ovarian/uterine since she has an 8th house Cancer sun—both house and sign rule female reproductive organs—and the sun had just crossed into Cancer and her 8th house when she got the news. I say this as Saturn later transiting my second house caught me unprepared and inmature and it was tough! I do not know what I am supposed to do at this point though. It has stomped over my ascendant a couple of yrs ago, then Merc and the Sun last year. Mine will be happening in March of 2019, on top of Pluto also transiting my ascendant. I love it! Self mastery at it’s finest. Once Saturn crossed my ascendant my jaw broke down after years of being in the wrong position and I had to get both jaw joint surgery and then my jaw put into the right place – which basically means breaking your face and inserting tons of plates and screws in your skull. Saturn crossed my Ascendant TODAY. I, too, have my ascendant at 28 degrees Scorpio. A charity paid my rent last month thank goodness. I already am aging and just letting my GregY grow out. And now I am jazzed about cycle 3. What I also like very much is – doing my solar return charts every year. No merging. I’ve learned so much. I don’t drink and drive and have never disrespected my husband or myself. . That caused me to review cycle 1 and everything that went down that time around. I hope it gets a little better when it goes out of scorpio. Been using this phase to understand myself, my motivations, building my foundation etc… I haven’t read Lewi’s book, but will seek it out. I now live with complex PTSD, no job, no sense of self, and I have lost 90% of my friends, I live alone and have very little connection with other people. During the transit of Neptune conjunct your natal Ascendant, you have extreme awareness to the environment, which also makes you susceptible to be disappointed by other people. What a joy filled time!! How is everyone else in this position faring? i am the only one that gains weight during this transit FML! I had no idea this was going to happen, I mean I knew Saturn was going to hit my asendent and I know Pluto is going to hit my ascendent and I know all of this is in my 12th but now this realization. Now that saturn is two degrees away from exiting my first house, I have finally realized the lesson that saturn was trying to teach me, and that is self-love. Currently finding it very difficult to make new connections although I am quite lucky to have a roof over my head and basic needs are being met. Perhaps by simply acknowledging it, instead of a relentless pushing through, helps. Naps during the day and withdrawing somewhat. Every door looks so promising and optimistic, only to be locked tight….financially, issues with kids, an out of the blue detached retina… I’m hoping a roller coaster and not a free fall. Definitely feeling confined, trapped and lonely. It is so true what is said about Saturn retrograde- once it leaves its station degree and begins to move towards a planet or angle (in this case, my asc) you can literally feel the building energy and intensity. For some time I thought i was pregnant (even if the test always came negative) and i kept telling my self that it WAS a pregnancy. “…As painful as this is, it’s introducing you to reality. Also, before and after the actual crossing I was exhausted all the time and slept a lot and still felt tired. I was bullied the entire time we lived there. Interesting remark you make of saturn transiting the first quadrant. Saturn Leaving My 12th House For My 1st – GOODBYE TO YOU! 3) Read about others’ experiences here, it’s a great blog, and can allow you to get a footing on the #1 fact, that you’re not alone. During this transit you'll experience difficulties in relating with people. But I’m exhausted. Any attempt to keep a Peter Pan (gemini planets, uranus rising here) attitude ends up depressing me as I have many internal conflicts going on. Tr Saturn ingressed my 12H on December 21, 2018 and is part of the Sun and Pluto stellium. I came in today to read how others are experiencing or have experienced this transit and am so touched by the turnout! I also caught every virus going, when normally I’m never ill, and felt utterly run down and exhausted. I had during that time (Pluto transited my IC at the same time, and Neptune/Chiron/Jupiter opposed my Moon, Uranus squared my Jupiter) just gotten divorced, gotten seriously sick, moved countries and this and that. You also need to show yourself to others, to have them recognize your merits, to have them know who you are and what you want. In the 15 years since, as Saturn has come back to my Asc, I’ve done a lot of work on myself, moved interstate for the first 7 of those years, and back again 7 years ago. We are in a physical body – which operates on an electrical basis – + and – charge between all minerals/vitamins and body construction complexes. Your ability to express these qualities bring harmony and beauty into your surroundings. Sincerity very much shows, your heart is on your sleeve. What do you suggest? It will be crossing my ACS in 2015 and it will then bump into Mercury then my natal Saturn. I’m hoping this improves when saturn clears the ASC by a few degrees! I’m a widow, after 30 plus, and have absolutely no clue where to turn. Things are brutal already, I’m not sure how I can cope with this two more times this year :/. Sign up for my free newsletter offering astrology forecasts, tips and tricks! It stayed in my mind and I came back to re-read you. During this transit you project onto others the image of a reliable and serious person. People opt for gold fillings which is the most conductive of all. This transition is not easily embraced. I feel ya, sister! Some relationships have fallen by the wayside, but it’s been my choice. Sharon, that is such a great description. I found saturn transit through the 12 progressed house to be the worst…. Saturn is heading towards end degrees of my 1st house now. Things speed back into the gear in the first as Saturn wants your sense of self to be at it’s best, because this is the filter that the rest of your chart cycles through. I’m asking as my dad’s girlfriend lost weight (tons) with this diet years ago. Any kind of partnership, from intimate ones to business connections will experience a difficult time. I had an undiagnosed condition the entire transit and it wasn’t until Saturn was near the ascendant that I was properly diagnosed and began receiving treatment. For me personally, it’s been a bit of an idenitity crisis, but also very invigorating in the sense that this is the beginning of a whole new cycle. Saturn is now 10 degrees before my ascendant in sag(0.05) and 6 months ago I already started taking more care of my physical body by loosing some fat around the stomach and getting rid of skin problems. There have been many many work start ups that have flopped. Helps a bit. Saturn transiting over your ascendant marks the end of one period and the distinct beginning of the next. Between that November of 2012 and now, i was staulked by a strange man that i barely know, i was assaulted, i lost my job, i was evicted from my apartment, my grandmother died, a friend committed suicide, and the man i was engaged to left me. Get your feet on bare earth for 5-10 mins a day to help discharge, essentially, static electricity from the body. I have Saturn Conjunct AC natal – so my life can be heavily flavoured like the transit you describe; i’m always searching for the laundered version of me, ‘dried in the warm sun and breeze’ it’s my vocation in some ways :-)…However, I am blessed with a trine to Neptune from it so i am really good at applying serious discipline and organisation when it comes to making my dreams happen…and i can do them on a budget! They feel pressure to pull themselves together somehow. This lesson was really hard, but it was worth it. Its very hard work internally which is why self discipline and motivation for external life pursuits are weakened. I got a job in my field, and because of that I met my husband at my job……things turned out pretty good. I don’t say that Saturn at the ASC wouldn’t be seen. Money is a big issue. but it was NOTHING compared to this one, this time. Good examples of celebrities with Saturn in the first house in astrology: I have my ascendant at 16.49 degrees. Ugh! Now I have Saturn opposite Venus in the things that I thought that I care about are being tested formation now I have Saturn opp Venus and the things that I thought that I care about are being tested . Your email address will not be published. It was a facade. I can’t deny reality with this transit. I also started to change my appearance and look more professional. However I am feeling a little better but still have incredible fatigue. Our marriage was an ideal one until 4 years ago when he got sick. It’s was the most difficult time in my entire life when Saturn was in Virgo, lots of malicious people trying to take advantage of me, I couldn’t find a job after I graduated and I was evicted from my apartment, my parents refused to help me, I was living like a gipsy, one week here, one week there; I thought I’m going to die, it was about physical survival. During this time your self-discipline is higher than usual. Facing fears. Adjust your views of responsibility and structure and you will make better use of power that is now coming your way. I don’t just want a JOB. I moved countless times. The gift throughout that illness was the supernatural experiences I had while sitting in the hot tub. The transit completely helped me structure my life more the way I wanted it to be or I wanted it to be in years to come. Yes, it was a reality-check, but in a good way. Physical Appearance Of Jupiter Conjunct The Ascendant — 24 Comments X-rayed on November 19, 2020 at 8:26 am said: From observation Jupiter conjunct asc both from 12th and 1st aren’t on … I am also starting a part time job next week for the holidays at a clothing store as a sales associate. This is the worst karma ever…I too have quit smoking after 10 years.. Glad to see I’m not alone here, what with the, yes, BRUTAL forces of transiting saturn to the ascendant. This is recommended. There is a strong likelihood that you will be drafted (for the second time) into the Russian army, to fight Japan. ), I am middle degrees of Capricorn sun and moon, my Aquarius is my ascent; I guess it is smack at me Intense lately ,resoundingly giving ,so proud I have this space on my planet ,my winter Winter cold luscious cold Stars cut bright days feeling a additional sunshine fast moving Had wonderful food past weeks Wrapping dehydrated mangoes on all meats and lettuce ,Christmas fat Feel content,strong,alone Tomorrow another treasured day, Saturn has retrograde over my ascendant a few times, I don’t know why he always like to bully me. Pluto Trine Ascendant - Seek and meet people born on the same date as you. When Saturn crossed my ascendant incidents at work made me realize how deeply I disliked my job and how unhealthy it was for me. I let go of many, many things, and people. I’m sort of coping by going to the gym and doing a lot of body work; like someone else mentioned, I’ve stopped working and live simply, from savings. Hi! I can only manage a very simple day. My husband has been opening and carrying things for me and even the wet jet mop makes my hands hurt after using. It was not the greatest but compared to passing the ascendant it was relatively easy. !” “Yep!” Nobody told me truffles were so high calorie! I certainly don’t remember leaving. My family moved to Michigan (dad’s job transferred him) when Saturn entered my 1st house. But it passes as everything does. On some level you may sense that maturing is equivalent to harder lessons, more obligations, restrictions and responsibilities. I’m an optimist at most times. Saturn will cross my ascendant degree three times this year due to it’s retrograde. Couldn’t do my taxes which I had started online. It’s all in the choices of venue for me right now. I have read that Saturn brings rewards for hard work and I feel that happening. This time period was very isolating as I chose to be a stay-at-home mom after giving birth to two children. Direct (until) May 11, 2020 Retrograde May 11, 2020 – will turn retro at Aquarius 01° Direct Sep 29, 2020 – will turn direct at Capricorn 25°. Reading your posts it is like seeing my own thoughts. I want to build a good foundation right now. By then I will hopefully have worked out what it is I am going to do for the second half of my life. Before Saturn entered my 12th house over two years ago, I was, for the most part, a very happy, jovial (and intense, having a Scorp asc) and upbeat kind of guy. And no matter how hard it gets. It did force me to straighten up my act though :). I really don’t see any way out of this and I don’t know what to do. It hit my ascendant the beginning of December at 28 degrees Scorpio, and is now gearing up for round 2 in the next week or so as Saturn’s retrograding back through Scorp. Contracted, rationalised lifestyle and belongings, became very frugal to the point of austerity. The vertex falls on the western side of the natal chart, with the anti-vertex found exactly 180 degrees away, on the eastern or the ascendant side. You might want to post your chart in the forum along with your question and someone will help. I definitely feel tired, and bored with my job and turning 46, feeling kind of old and cranky. In a good way, and in a more grown up way! When Saturn 2010 transited my Ascendant, he had just passed my Pluto/Uranus in my 12th house. Saturn is such an important planet, as without it, we wont mature or use discipline or exert boundaries. This girl DID teach me a lot about listening to others, validating them, not just giving advice, “fixing them” one-upping them, competing with my friends – and just accepting them. My effect on the students was also measured. More make-up than skin care. AstroSeek, Free Horoscopes and charts 2021 Astro-Seek.com Uncontrollable crying jags. my astro friend was like “You gained weight with saturn on your asc? Uranus has also been hovering around my IC nadir all year long, and my up-til-then mother suffered a massive stroke (quite Uranian), so I again have great respect for any transit of the major angles. I have been through heartache, clinical depression, losing my home, moving in with my mother, out of work and out of money, and experienced communication as insanely slow, like walking in syrup. I was given a lot more responsibility that I didn’t want, but because of my age (57 at that time) I tried to make the best of it. And hey people are so helpful to ‘old’ people. People with grey hair that is. I’m starting cognitive therapy this week, and I have a hope it can help me. I used to hate Saturn ( Saturn in Pisces ,in the 8 th ,here ) but the astrologer I worked with ,years ago ,told me : "Never fear Saturn...". The worst time of my life bar none. There were reasons I knew about that were out of my control but cannot share publicly. Any transit is relative to your soul’s evolution, to which sometimes it is very difficult to surrender, though necessary for the transformation. ( I did work hard, for many years, Cap after all.) The last time Saturn left my 12th and conjuncted my ascendant (in late November, 1984) my mother passed away (when Saturn was in 12th at 11 degrees Scorp), and my entire family disintegrated. My husband (who I fatefully met 28 years ago when Saturn just passed my ascendant) and who is represented by my Saturn in 7th house as well as my Venus in the 1st house (ruler of 7.th house Taurus)got severely depressed and had to go on disability from his work. That was the last line crossed by him. After years holding extra kilos I have managed to lose 7 kilos and return to my late twenties weight (I’m late 30s) Saturn was at 20-23 degrees when I starting losing it. The good people are still around. Im faltering already feeling depression kicking in and everyday is a struggle. This process is necessary, so although I am the most serious ever (need fun but I don’t feel it – saturn in the first), I now my life will look a truer reflection of my wishes. My life has always been about hard work and a fair amount of sacrifice, so maybe I will see some major gains in my work with this transit? Samantha, I have 21 degrees Scorpio rising, and I am in the exact same boat you are in regards to the job situation and life coming to a complete standstill. It gives a short stature, and slender figure. Saturn is in my natal first so this is my third round of this. I am about to see Saturn cross my ascendant on Dec 28th, and I was born with Capricorn rising, so I am really curious to see how my lifelong experience of coming to befriend and channel Saturn, working hard, etc will flavor this transit for me. I did have the sense that endings were on the way and suffered sleeplessness and an intangible anxiety. I experienced Saturn going thru my 12 house (the house of undoing) and finally crossing my ascendant. One day at a time. You think before you act, enabling you to express yourself in clear, logical terms. The depression is crippling. Thank you everyone for sharing their experience. Saturn is in my 1H and it’s a really tough time right now. I also started running and lifting weights, I highly recommend that, -it’s like lifting OFF weight in all manners of speaking When saturn entered my 1st house before xmas, the weight started to creep back on, slowly, and it’s hard to get rid of this time. Aside from a couple temp jobs, I never found another real job. You decide to immigrate to the US, and save enough money to send for your wife and child. Respect !!! I worked hard, so hard, on many issues from my past that were hurting my present. After crossing my IC last year, it finally feels like I’m digging my way out of a deep dark hole I wondered if I would ever get out of. It might make it all easier to deal with. This was how I experienced the Saturn contact with my Ascendant, both times. I can always tell someone who has it. Since then I am watching this planet very closely so I am prepared to whatever it throws at me. Just a few days after this post I had my first Covid symptom of shortness of breath. 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